because i've had my n4 about a month and i lost it after getting too tipsy after the pacquiao fight last weekend (along with my wallet) and i'm pretty sure it fell out my pocket after i fell on the sidewalk in a bunch of dirty water. i don't remember much of what happened after that but now the wait begins for a new everything. kicking myself daily even though i'm still pretty beat up from that night (cuts and bruises).
my life.
my life.