I have a question constantly burning in the back of my mind that it seems most would rather not ponder, and as a result might just squander their only sure chance at existence. Sometimes I wonder what waits for me when my eyes might close and then not open. I'm curious more than anything, is their anything after this...or? Is it the same experience as before we existed things just happen and we aren't aware and we aren't aware that we aren't aware. Because we aren't alive. I guess I'd like for something else to be waiting but I think that is probably because I'm selfish, us humans , are selfish. And selfishly I want to continue to exist. I guess in time I will know. One way, or the other