You don't have to feel sorry for me, but Thank you for your sentiments..
The Axion could be a good device and I hope it is , but I have my last Google phone in my 6p and wouldn't even consider the Pixels.
My v20 will in all likelihood probably be the last "smartphone" I buy. It's not that I don't like them, or new technology, but I can no longer tolerate having to buy a phone that doesn't have the features I want, just for the sake of buying something new and hoping it does. I have effectively removed myself from the upgrading just for the sake of upgrading crowds.
When they offer me more than the v20 has, keeping the features it already has, I may reconsider getting excited about these products again. Unfortunately I don't see them doing this with their forced Planned Obsolescence scheme in full force.
Listening to my favorite music and listening to the Ota radio, watching my movies, taking excellent pictures, using my phone the way I use it everyday for everything I need it for , and knowing that I can pop in a spare battery in less than a minute to stay fully charged without having to be connected to the power cord when I am away from home hiking and hunting or having to send it off to have a new one put in after 6-8 months of heavy usage as I use my phone , and if by some chance if I should drop it, not to having to worry so much about it breaking as easily.. This adds real quality of life for me...
I guess I am just old fashioned this way..
Mac