Hello Andrew!
I'm sorry you are having those feelings on this special day.
I know the feeling, although I'm not in that situation now, I have felt it before, it's not good at all.
We care about each other here, please feel our espiritual support and remember you have us to vent, to talk, to be there for you.
I do understand how you feel on the weekends, I also require plenty of quietness.
I also respect you and want to help in some way. Although I'm not connected all the time, I'll be here or in G+ for you and everyone else.
Keep the faith and belive in yourself.
Sent From Inside The TARDIS With My Galaxy S5